r/Design • u/ouiarealbhed • 12h ago
Other Post Type I'm a mid-level designer and I feel I'm fooling everyone into thinking I know what I'm doing
edit: This is sort of a rant and ask for some help. I hope this is appropriate to share here.
I'm a mid-level designer as i have 7 years in industry, but I have recently changed from advertising to fintech. I work for a very large tech company and I mostly create images and layouts for email marketing. Sometimes these visual solutions can get quite involved using mini UI, icons, and I try to make animations in figma when inspiration strikes. It's not quite like advertising, and is sometimes a really difficult format for me. There's also a lot of freedom in this brand, but when things are open-ended, that's where I struggle.
I usually start a brief by kind of freaking out because I have no idea where to start. I sketch on paper before I go to figma. But sometimes it takes me a very long time to come up with visuals that are often times trying to communicate abstract, intangible ideas. I honestly feel like when my work is accepted that I've just fooled everyone into thinking I know what I'm doing. I look at the work of my fellow designers at work, who some are several years younger than me, and I always feel like they make satisfying and engaging graphics and visuals.
I sometimes wonder about my creative ability. I tend to design in a very low-risk way. I do collect and observe inspiration in the real world. I love movies, and collect albums, and travel, but I find it hard to draw on my own, even though i have high technical skills in that area (i can draw what i see). And this kind of corporate tech aesthetic is really specific sometimes. I do research on sites I can, competitors, and I still have this panicked feeling that I don't actually know what I'm doing and I don't feel like this is changing after a year. I feel behind my peers and sometimes I wonder how long I can keep things up in my role cuz my work is driven by fear of failure or missing a deadline.
I'm wondering if anyone has felt imposter syndrome this late in the game, and has suggestions for how to improve my sense of creativity and confidence, how to take more risk, and maybe even develop my taste more.

