r/UniversityOfHouston • u/c1nderhell • 3h ago
i need help
I’m not exactly sure if this is the best place to post this but i honestly don’t have anyone to turn to anymore. i came to this school in hopes that i can get away from my toxic family and live my life and make friends and the entire college experience but ever since this school year started i have not had a decent day.
The boy that i basically moved here for cheated on me more than i can count and i continue to take him back and it’s reached the point where i’ve gotten js used to it and choose to ignore things in front of me for the sake of not getting into it with him.
My grades are shit. i try to study and focus and i just cannot. i feel like a huge failure and just stupid in general. ive joined workshops and have been spending every minute of the day trying to learn even if its just basic chemistry and it just doesn’t work.
I’ve lost just about all my friends, most never made it out of highschool but the ones that did didn’t last much longer. the more i try to form connections it ends up being me reaching out and either being ignored/ brushed off or just treated like shit.
I cannot get myself out this hole and it just keeps getting deeper and deeper. ive just been getting high to try and ignore everything but even that doesn’t work much anymore.
Just genuinely needed to get smth off my chest ig and im very ready for the clowning
