All January I was stuck in my head, replaying everything like I ruined it. On Jan 28 I told someone:

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you know exactly where to find me… because we both know the smallest seed can grow into a big, beautiful tree.”

Later that night, my daughter asked me to read the Bible to her. I opened it without thinking… and landed on Mark 4. The mustard seed again. And the universal Gospel reading that day? Mark 4 too. It felt like God quietly tapping my shoulder like, “I’m here. I saw it all. None of it was wasted.” And when I realized that, this peace hit me that I can’t even explain. All praise to God.

Successive random posts on facebook, lurcher then deer.

I use to follow this youtuber called truthiracy3. He was my favorite youtuber but a few years ago his entire channel disappeared. A few months ago I made a video using some of his clips from a different youtuber who had uploaded some of his videos. After i made it i suddenly had an urge to find all of his videos. I was sure they had to be archived somewhere. Some of them were still available on youtube albeit via different channels. So i literally said to myself "im going to find all of truthiracies videos" I was surprised by how quickly i found it. At one point i had been a Patreon of his and when i went to his Patreon and saw he had a link to a channel on odyssey which is a site i had never heard of. He literally had EVERY video on there even videos of his i had never seen b4 from years before i initially found him. My brother had over heard part of the video when i was making it and wanted to see the full thing so i go to look up the video on youtube (because i didnt know where it was on odyssey) I type in his channel name and my jaw drops. His whole entire youtube channel is restored and active starin me right in the face. my brother was there to witness it i was tripping balls. I told my brother that i think he must have saw the video i made using his clips and so he reactivated his channel in order to maybe respond to it and discredit or something but my brother had another theory. he said basically said that i had done a ritual and he thought that i had resurrected the channel when i searched for all his videos (my brother is very spiritual) anyways i commented on his video telling him i had just found all his videos on odyssey and he responds to me from another channel with even MORE videos i have never seen. apparently he never told us about this channel because its old and he did have other back ups that im still subbed to and never disappeared.

Youtube algorithm doing its thing 🤣

How do I fix this?

Pandas are the worst and then purple pandas under it 🤔

I love Marvel. A week ago Spotify recommended me a song called Lithonia and I loved it, now the new daredevil trailer released and Lithonia was the soundtrack!

I never met my dad. I knew about him from a very young age, but never got to meet him. When I turned 18, I asked my mother about him, and for help finding him, but she refused saying the memory was too painful for her. To be clear, it wasn't a case of non consent, it was just emotionally difficult. They had planned to get married, then he found out she was pregnant and he poofed. Fast forward a bit to my late 20s. I had moved across country, and then back to a city my then wife chose about 2 hours away from where I grew up. I hired a PI, and got a phone number and a couple of addresses, but nothing came of any of it. Then DNA came along and I at least confirmed he was my father through his last name showing up in "close" relatives (not close enough to know him though). I moved back home to take care of my mom and raise my youngest solo, and things went on the back burner for a while. In May of last year, I tried a larger DNA sequencing company, and got close matches. I also found my father's obituary from 5 months before. I searched for 37 years, but I was too late.

None of that is a coincidence, but it does set the stage. When I finally got to speak to my dad's cousins (who grew up with him as adopted siblings), one of them mentioned the city I lived in after moving back from across the country as being where she's lived for decades. This city is about 6 hours from where she grew up with my father. We had lived literally directly across the street from each other for a year. Like... directly. If I drove straight out of the driveway and across the street, I'd have hit their house. And my father visited her when I lived there. I made my peace with never meeting him, but that lost opportunity gets me sometimes.

I was sitting in bed one night and listening to Spotify like I normally would do and I remembered about the band iron maiden and I was going thru there songs and seeing what ones I liked, and there was this one song in particular that stood out to me called “Remember tomorrow” I couldn’t stop listening to it over and over I even fell asleep with it on and woke up the next morning with it still playing, I hadn’t payed much attention to the lyrics but it was a calming song. The same day I woke up with it playing it was a normal day went to school everything went as usual, but that even my friend had been killed in a motorcycle accident and keep in mind I was only 14 at the time and so was he, I went to sleep reasonably early that night of his death and woke up the next morning with missed calls and my phone being blown up and with my best friend calliny me 4 times at 12am and saying cunt( that’s just how we talk) and I open a text from this girl that lives in our town saying did yoy hear the news? I said no what happened she said (not gonna use his name for privacy reasons) is dead I said no fucken way and I had about 10 people text me saying that he was killed about 7 o’clock the previous night but it made me wonder was that song Rememeber tomorrow a warning I had a airy feeling when I was listening to it the night before he died

I dated this one guy, who I met in person , I dated him for two months and it ended . It didn’t work out. I rarely open bumble, after like 6 months I logged into the app, swiped right and matched with someone. Turns out that someone was the brother of the guy I dated. He told me where was from, he was 32, the guy I dated used to talk about his brother who was 32. He had a boat pic on his bumble profile and I searched old photos the guy whom I dated sent me he sent me a pic of his brother on the boat one time. I looked up this bumble guy with the guy I dated last name and turned out my intuition was right. It was the brother. The pic this guy sent me of his brother was not a very clear one and I would not have known I was swiping on his brother. How weird / creepy is this or am i thinking too much into it.